Wednesday, July 1, 2009

THIS IS MY FIRST ENTRY FROM THE CONFINES OF SAFTI. AND IT IS FITTING THAT NATIONAL SERVICE BE MADE THE NUCLEUS OF IT.

On Joshua Lim's "The Olive Depression", 18 February 2009

Author: from United States

Given the premise upon which The Olive Depression is based, it would be fitting to begin with a brief consideration of the socio-political situation of contemporary Singapore. Since the country's unceremonious separation from Malaysia and subsequent independence in 1965, the government has been running a tight ship, cautious and vigilant in regulating most aspects of society. To a large extent, this is necessary due to the potentially volatile state of Singapore's domestic and foreign affairs, particularly in racial and religious matters. The prominent role and authority of the government can also be traced to its essentially Confucian model of governance, consciously adopted by its founding leaders in view of the predominantly Chinese populace. However, since the 1990's, it has become increasingly common for the younger generation (especially those more influenced by western political ideals) to hold critical, iconoclastic attitudes towards what they perceive as excessively rigid policies or authoritarian rule. While recognizing Singapore's evolving cultural and educational demographics, senior government leaders have sometimes regarded such opposition as stemming chiefly from the ingratitude of these Singaporeans; the younger generation, they say, are not only unappreciative of the difficulties that surrounded the country's founding, but also ignorant of the delicacy of its current geopolitical situation. The questioning of compulsory military service that drives the film – and the various responses given to Johnny by his parents and peers – may thus be first understood within this context of political and social tension.

When I first learned about the film's premise, I did not think I would like it very much. Personally, I did think that many criticisms that I heard from my peers stemmed fundamentally from an attitude of childish insubordination. I saw this as a symptom of the post-Enlightenment "flight from authority" (cf Jeff Stout), where any notion of authority has come to be deemed as evil, as "totalitarian" or "fascist." Though there were certainly parts where it did seem that the characters were simply mouthpieces airing the director's personal grouses, as the film progressed I found myself pleasantly surprised, increasingly engaged. Rather than a political critique, I think it is more accurate to identify The Olive Depression as fundamentally an exploration of a thoughtful, sensitive teenager's inner life, where Johnny's impending enlistment (a rite of passage amongst Singaporean males) serves as the stimulus to grapple with a host of existential and philosophical issues. Whether in plot, pace, or cinematic style, the mood of the film is slow, pensive, and melancholic. For instance, many of Johnny's significant conversations are had while waiting at a quiet bus-stop, deftly mirroring his silent, reflexive awaiting of conscription. At the same time, reminiscent of the cinematic realism of the Taiwanese directors Hou Hsiao-Hsien and Edward Yang, there are numerous long sequences composed of a single shot uninterrupted by editing, allowing for unhurried action and the natural development or progression of things. The opening shot of a simple flag-lowering; the lingering of the camera upon empty void deck; and perhaps above all the spectacular four-minute sequence of Johnny's bedroom the final night before his enlistment, where the room brightens slowly, as if in real-time, from night to dawn: these are all remarkably graceful sequences which work to convey an air of rumination, pregnant with possibility.

Last November, I attended the film's premier in Southern California, after which there was a post-screening dialog where Joshua Lim was present. Amongst other things, the discussion reminded me of both the abuses of over-interpretation as well as art's inherent openness to manifold interpretations. When asked repeatedly if he had intended to pack a particular religious or artistic significance into such-and-such a shot, Lim often deferred his intuitive method of film-making. Eschewing an excessively "cerebral" or calculated style, he said, he opted for the most part to follow his instinct when shooting the film, doing the best he could according to practical concerns. By disclosing this, there was a palpable sense that many bubbles were burst amongst the audience! However painful or embarrassing, this was in fact a much-needed warning against the flights of interpretive fancy. Yet Lim added another important point: leaving certain shots in contention open to the audience's interpretation, he suggested that he was probably not mature or self-aware enough a filmmaker to understand the deeper motivations behind his cinematic intuitions. Arguably, this admission was itself a demonstration of prudence and maturity, in demonstrating his awareness of how the aesthetic impulse often operates at a level either beneath or beyond rational analysis. Paradoxically then, this in turn authorizes radical interpretive liberty.

Let me close on a personal note. As a Singaporean male who too has been through two-and-a-half years of compulsory military service, watching The Olive Depression proved to be a very cathartic experience. Taking heed from the concept of the "healing of memories" popular in certain psychological circles, I saw in the film an invitation to revisit a crucial, formative stage of my life that I had hitherto repressed from memory. Owing in large part to my traditional Chinese upbringing – which exalted submission to authority and acceptance of suffering as amongst its cardinal virtues – I had never questioned the rightness and necessity of military service, not even after I had been singled out for especially brutal abuse (whether physical, verbal, or psychological) throughout my six months as a trainee at infantry-sergeant school. While I still do think that it was good and important in so many ways for me to have gone through the army, the depictions of Johnny's trepidation helped me relive that harrowing period of my life. This reliving, according to many proponents of mnemonic healing, is an essential stage for healthy recovery from deep emotional wounds. And by the same token, the kind companionship of Johnny's parents – which Lim presents as the purest and surest form of love within the film – helped me see with greater clarity the affectionate presence of my own parents during that time, in turn renewing my gratitude to them, and to God.
Review from Los Angeles, CA, 16 February 2009
Author: theusualonetwothree from United States

Shot on location in Singapore in 2006 after his graduation from the University of Southern California's distinguished film school, Joshua's film has the philosophical provocation and stylized intellectual dialog of a New Wave film by Godard, the serene, gentle quality of Asian luminaries like Edward Yang and Kim Ki-Duk, and the visual beauty of an Edward Hopper painting. It reflects a highly opinionated side of him, as well as the thoughtful philosopher and observant poet within. The film is a remarkable cinematic achievement, and all the more impressive considering the limited resources and budget he had to work with. Joshua assembled a local Singaporean film crew who worked for free and, like one of his cinematic heroes Bruno Dumont, he cast non-professional, native Singaporeans and brought out extraordinarily nuanced performances from them. Working with his regular cinematographer and fellow USC film graduate Lawson Deming, his distinct composition and color schemes are also highly pronounced in the film's striking visual. All things considered, the technical quality of the film and its overall accomplishment rival that of any studio- financed feature. The story of the Olive Depression centers on a predicament facing most young Asian males in the modern era. It chronicles the weeks leading up to a Singaporean boy's entrance into the country's mandatory military service. The protagonist Johnny is a precocious teenage Christian who wrestles with his country's identity and the sense of existential confusion facing his generation of young Singaporeans. Questioning the purpose of military service and the demand of our civilized society, Johnny has decided to maintain his melancholy in order to rebel against the perceived injustice and dehumanization that his country has perpetuated in the name of order and progress. During this very volatile period in his life, Johnny has to learn to balance the competing demands of family, relationship, and the diverse opinions of his friends regarding life and his refusal to conform. Slowly and in its subtle way, the Olive Depression paints a portrait of Singapore and confronts the question of what it means to be a Singaporean in this particular moment in time. Joshua based the story largely on his personal experience and reflection, and the film's authenticity is striking.
A Nutshell Review: The Olive Depression, 14 February 2009
Author: DICK STEEL from Singapore

The Olive Depression, a film in 8 parts, was originally scheduled to take its bow during last year's Singapore International Film Festival. Out of the blue it got yanked from the schedule of the inaugural festival section called the Singapore Panorama, and going by the synopsis alone, many had wondered if it was the critique contained within that made the powers that be frown upon what could possibly be an attack on an entrenched institution and rite of passage to turn local boys into men. It would have been an interesting addition to the repertoire of local films, because any big-bang action movie involving our armed forces would be somewhat far off, and we only have the comedy Army Daze, based upon the popular play by Michael Chiang, to show for any cinematic effort focused on our army.
Perhaps comedy is the only allowed genre involving our forces, and centered around the 3 months Basic Military Training, which is supposedly the most grueling because you're the scum at the bottom of the food chain trying to survive a change in culture. The Olive Depression takes one step back and examines a boy's life two weeks before he enlists, and for all male Singaporeans, this inevitably will bring back some memories of our own D-day. For me, D-Day was a tour of Singapore, where I had to report to a nearby community centre, before going on a bus ride to a logistics base to collect equipment, then to the Central Manpower Base for the Oath, before travelling to Commando Jetty for a lunch, 30 bucks in cash, and a one way ride on the rough seas toward Pulau Tekong for 2 solid weeks of physical training. Like the character Trevor, my failing of the Napfa test meant an earlier enlistment, and missing out on my prom. Anyway that's my story, one amongst thousands who had gone before and after me.
Joshua Lim's story and direction seemed to pull back the punches, though they aren't strong enough to begin with. Like how he opened the film in a General Paper examination setting, most of his pointed arguments automatically came with counter arguments to provide balance, be it from church members, older peers who had been there and done that, best friends and parents, and in a bizarre twist of irony, the story conforms eventually to a resignation to fate and what it started out opposing, rather than to stay the course in challenging the norms that it began with, proving to a certain extent that it is futile to resist, and assimilation being the order of the day.
However it does get a little tedious in trying to buy the audience into some of the arguments spelt out. Lines of dialogue felt very heavy handed when it became a preachy platform, and you have obscure moments talking about conflict and competition, how the state can effect true control by affecting the minds of its people, terribly sweeping statements that felt like weak potshots against conscription, right down to complaining about cinema ratings and comments about living in Singapore Inc. Character faces are usually gloomy, but never fail to light up when, in colloquial terms, talking cock. Perhaps this boiled down to a relatively inexperienced cast regurgitating with lack of confidence and expression, the lines from a script rather than being made to feel these are actual sayings you and I will talk about.
It became somewhat of a chore to sit through a talkie-film when statements made were wafer thin and came across as a complaint in 88 minutes, although there were one or two gems with regards made to the state of the system here, where everything's just a formality because they're all spelt out to you for compliance purposes. Ooi Jy's Johnny seldom smiles, because he chose not to, covering up his innate fear of enlistment with some false bravado of being nonchalant and spiteful of practically almost anything. Not surprising of course that his crush told him to lay off her and just be friends. It's not an appealing character to associate or identify with, and somehow was quite a turn off with his pissy attitude. If that's the reaction sought to elicit from the audience, that goal got achieved.
Perhaps it wanted to mirror how many perceive life here, that you're given ample opportunity and various platforms to air your piece, but ultimately you are co-opted into what has been decided and established, and the only choice left is whether you'd want to look on the brighter side of things, or dwell miserably on the negatives that you have little power to overcome on your own. Like how the mother character puts it, you can have your own opinion, but keep it to yourself.
The Olive Depression anchors itself as one of the rare military-themed films of Singapore. If only the delivery had been a little more slick and refined - at times the audio was muffled - and arguments felt less like mouthpieces from atop a soapbox, but after all this is a first feature film, and it's good to know that Joshua Lim has another film in the works called The Seminarian. I guess the only way to go from here is up.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

you see, thats the problem. once you learn to accept...

the funnier








the negatively sobering


the positively sobering



the jury's still out there. but i hope you see at least shadows of the larger point i am trying to get at. goodnight, and good luck. sunny synthetic singapore.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

i think that "J" curves explain quite a bit of things about life, both the personal and the political. note that it is not my remotest intention to go against the established rhetorical products of earlier feminist movements and differentiate between the political and personal, but as most academic applications or exposition about "J" curves tend to circle around the political (think Iam Bremmer from COLUMBIA!), i thought i needed to mention the personal lest i risk this opening paragraph losing its relevance to it being found on a blog of a 19-yr old kid. before i fall into the pits of digression even further, allow me to shift the focus back on my "J curve" narrative.

i am relating the "J curve" effect to my blogging habits. there were times, episodic nonetheless, when i felt that to blog was mentally soothing. when you get things/thoughts down in words, as the EDB HR personnel Grace says, you tidy them up and we benefit from that exercise. and yes i've personally felt that sometimes. that was the left side of the J curve, when i was thumbs up for blogging. than came the sag, in the middle of the J, which is mostly represented by the hiatus you witness in this space. much like the preceeding weeks from now, when the physical fatigue from army forces me to prioritize my activities. doing, rather than reflecting on the deeds through blogging, was ranked foremost; so every weekend is packed, to the brim if possible, of meet ups and coffees. no alcohol, with the exception of last friday when the platoon had our BBQ at zhong's.

but, as the contours of the alphabet dictate, there is the upswing on the right side. which i believe, is now. i mean, after all, i am right now blogging about my blogging.

random, insignificant musing aside, i am officially a PRIVATE now. please, gimme some well-deserved privacy :D hahaha PTE CHEO! and soon, i'll be a trainee once again. the routine ahead scares me but that fear, like most fears in this little red dot, is silenced by obedience, compliance, and above all, a woeful lack of options. but yes, on that last note i have to qualify: sometimes, having options is not exactly enviable... the last one month of soul-searching, most times profound but other times, superficial, has been triggered by the existence of options. two very distinct paths leading toward a fairly different material destiny. (but for the bystanders - and i sure think i have every right to assert that i understand how bystanders in this context feel - i know that not having options is clearly more unenviable.)

i am sorry if you are losing my narrative above, i shall make it explicit at this point: i was referring to scholarships. the cooler ones amongst you would have known the (BIG) choice i have had to make in the past month, and alas, after much conflicting voices and inclinations, i sent the withdrawal email to EDB on thursday night. so after all the ebbing and flowing of my mental river, my eventual choice concurred with my original passions. that sounds like a wholesome and right choice to make. only time will tell, and i do hope God watches over me through it all :)

POP on 10th June 2009 was certainly enjoyable. not just because it means the block leave for us ertswhile recruits, but also because i felt a fraction of military pride when marching across my loved ones - 3 aunties, and 3 very good friends. that sort of pride, which, when in excess, is a very dangerous thing and makes you shout vulgarities with no qualms and abuse your rank. i am, of course, referring to commanders in the army who are clearly, and pathetically, trapped in their make-believe world that the military equates to all there is in singaporean society, or worse still, in the world. 24km route march was quite tough but i thought the sensation of completing it was good. the bath, on the other hand, was not so good. but it was POP day so heck!

i am having a bad throat now and so i need to rest much, and soon. as such, i shall leave you guys now and fill you with a loaded quote from possibly the one and only person who has the balls to make such big, bold and beautiful statements to his colonial master ("colonial" takes new forms in the modern world, whats yours?):

"Do not worry about Singapore. My colleagues and I are sane, rational people even in our moments of anguish. We weigh all possible consequences before we make any move on the political chessboard.... Our people have the will to fight and the stuff that makes for survival."

-- Lee Kuan Yew, in reply to then British PM Harold Wilson's letter which expressed concern over the former's physical condition

Saturday, May 30, 2009

DONT FEEL LONELY, DARLING. THERE ARE MORE OF 'US' THAN THE STATISTICS/SYSTEM WOULD HAVE YOU BELIEVE.

June 20, 2005
Embrace elites in order to enrich our society
By Robin Chan

MY APPLICATION to join the 'elite' club was rejected when I failed to score 4 As and a S-paper distinction. My eagerly awaited interview for the prestigious PSC scholarship never materialised. For the first time in my life, I felt vulnerable. The clouds I had been floating on since my days at Raffles Institution suddenly evaporated. I was hurled back into reality and felt like another casualty of 'the system'.

My dreams of overseas study seemingly dashed, it was a while before I summoned up enough confidence to tell myself that I still had the ability to succeed.

I stumbled through NS like an elephant on stilts. It was an awkward and uncomfortable time, but I saw the real struggles of those who had fallen by the wayside. I realised that far from being a casualty, I was still very much a functioning product of 'the system' - I had an education.

I did eventually secure a scholarship that allowed me to go overseas. I was part of the elite again.

There is nothing wrong with an educated or a governing elite. Elitism has become another of those cursed 'isms' - the convenient concoction of complainers.

Elitism is a state of mind, a self-fulfilling prophecy. The more we dislike it, the more it becomes a bane to our society. There will always be casualties, given the meritocratic nature of our system. Which system has no flaws?

Let's turn elitism on its head. We should not let the educated elite be the be-all and end-all of our society. Since we each have a myriad of talents, there is space to create many kinds of elites, and society will be richer for it.

The writer is a second-year student majoring in International Political Economy at Georgetown University in Washington, DC.




OBVIOUSLY, THE JURY'S STILL OUT THERE ON THIS ISSUE. RANDOM TOPICAL BLOG-SURFING IS ACTUALLY QUITE AN INTERESTING PURSUIT WHERE YOU UNCOVER, FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE, LITTLE SPARKS OF SPORE'S NASCENT CIVIL SOCIETY :)

i just found it amusing that there is indeed so much chatter (discourse, if you like) online about this. but sigh, it doesnt substantially aide my decision-making. this could easily be one of singaporean a-levels kids' most important decision... and im working on it. signing approximately 10 years of your life away yo. but i havent had much time to think/talk things through. im in the army, hello. late night phonecalls, conversations in the living room, quieter moments of prayers and more have not really helped.

perhaps, conrad was profoundly wise and accurate when he pronounced that "we live, and dream - alone..." but alas, since this is a bookout, i shouldnt laden my mind with such enduring problems. on the other hand, bookouts are the only time our thinking faculties are not conditioned to shut down. haha.

before i get too indulgent and get into further prognosis of the current circumstances greeting me, a time-check tells me that i should get some sleep. there's still lunch and family dinner tmr. i should most probably be getting my new watch. yeah!!!! goodnight people.

Friday, May 29, 2009

LESS THAN TWO WEEKS TO POP! MORE EXACTLY, WE'RE 7 (WORKING) DAYS TO THE TENTH OF JUNE, TWO THOUSAND AND NINE! I WONDER HOW THOSE OCS KIDS MUST FEEL WHEN THEIR COMMISSIONING PARADE LOOMS. BUT HEHE DOESNT SEEM TO/WONT BE A CONCERN OF MINE, I THINK. LETS JUST GET TO NEXT NEXT WEDNESDAY AYE!!

I have been feeling quite moody in camp for the past days, mainly cause the restless feelings are catching up with me and the POP mood is sinking in. such sentiments are quite juxtaposed with the still unpalatable realities surrounding me. admittedly, in retrospect, bmt was not void of its pleasures and pride. but, projecting into the possible and inescapable future which awaits us all, i cannot help but feel a heavy nudge bringing my spirits down. and it certainly does not help to see planes of all shapes and styles flying above our heads while we slog it out in the greens. a plane is not just a plane, honey. seeing the planes zoom by is depressive on a symbolic level :( 2011, wont you come to me soon...

i have some difficult and important (as difficult and important as it can be for a 19-yr old kid who is furiously fretting about his immediate future beyond army) decisions to make. alas, i believe practical agendas can coexist with passionate aspirations. therefore, EDB it shall be.

and my friends, if you've been recently rejected by schools/scholarships... well, DONT SWEAT! life goes on... and rejection is coming fast and furious for all of us in this phase of our (academic) lives. what doesnt kill us only make us stronger (a bit dramatic and cliche, but the underlying point is enduring yo). who knows, a closed door might point you towards an open window where your wildest dreams can truly, freely take flight. yes, im also in the process of fully embracing all that i've just said.

alright, the fatigue which characterises each book out is taking over so i shall retreat to my bed now. on a really separate note, i really miss school/council days a lot. AUSPICIUM MELIORIS AEVI. NIL SINE LABORE. come back to me!!




ALL HAIL.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

HELLO!!!!!!!!

Despite my blatant absence from here, I am very much still alive. 2 more weeks or so till POP. haha all i can say (or all that the limited amount of energy which I can muster to say) is that army is really a rite of passage for all of us lah. but an amusing observation i've made is that its really hard to relate army experiences and anguishes to girls. it feels like whatever we say (mostly the irritatingly inexhaustive list of acronyms) to them bounces off like hard rock thrown to an even harder wall. the need to constantly contextualize amuses me, for it reinforces my feeling that girls are this untainted bunch of angelic beings existing in quite a different dimension of reality from us in the jungles. heh.

i shall elaborate more about the nitty gritty the next time. i've about 2 more hours before i enter tekong all over again, and another week begins, just like any other week >.<

in most other domains of life, things are moving pretty smoothly so thats not too bad. have fun all.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I AM GOING TO BE LIVE OUT THE MANTRA OF "BE A MAN, DEFEND YOUR LAND", STARTING HESITANTLY, TENTATIVELY LATER ON.

WILL RECRUIT CHEO PLS STAND UP!!!!!

BESIDES THE USUAL AND THE EMOTIONAL, I WILL MISS DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES VERY VERY MUCH. SIGH!

TILL AFTER CONFINEMENT AND CHEERS TO A GRRREAT HAIRCUT IN TEKONG!!


Yours Sincerely,
Recruit Cheo