hi hi.im currently talking to shiwei on msn.london life sounds exciting.actually,overseas education in general sound exciting.given my naturally excitable disposition,it becomes even more exciting.excitement is a fitting word to describe the days/months ahead.but inherent in excitement is some sense of thrill and surprise,which is then accompanied by an association with uncertainty.and yeah i think it'll be a bit of both of that ahead.

i had a good lunch with ngiam near my house today.i mean yesterday,since its an unearthly hour yet again.and after tt i went to vs for what is conceivably our last sunday mugging session.no im not about to expound on this valuable tradition which informally but thankfully begun sometime last year.whenever pple learn of my weekly itinerary of studying on sunday at vs,they always express some sort of disbelief.i suppose not many group of old friends keep in touch so literally and regularly :)

the night before i had dinner with bezzy.and after gallivanting around parkway we went to some nearby playground like true blue neighborhood teenage rebels.it's been a while since we properly met anyway.seasons like the a levels take people away so its time to come back when it finally subsides.

but at the same time,now that the convenient excuse of "i need to study" is in its twilight,a lot of other feelings or intentions will surface.so i suppose,quite cynically and slightly sadly,that certain things might change again.but this time round im gonna be a tad more objective,mature and haha secure.yes we can.

i love late night random calls with wanjoo.haha it shall be another valued tradition i'll keep at after jc.just now during supper mom told me ningxia is visiting her sis at canada this christmas and thought my friends and i will be interested to go,since accommodation is free.so i called ningxia,my cousin,and we ended up having a chat.and as the previous time we talked,she's still quite sian about her working life.i suppose it really is boring and sucks the vitality of your life away,esp if one isnt intuitively engaged by one's job.some like to differentiate it from a career,preferring to regard the latter as a more sustainable and satisfying form of earning a living.poetically framed,a career is no longer a job cause when you've found your calling you wont be working anymore-you'll be relishing every moment of it!

err i suppose most adults will be quick to point out the vacuousness of such a sentiment when the stinging reality bites in.oh well.young kids trying to make out the future are at their most plastic moment,dont you think.plastic period,much like the period of human history that we are all in given the rising new asian hemisphere(to misquote kishore mahbunani)and all.

i have two more days before the final emancipation.i shall properly experience the remaining days of mugging.since it'll be a while before i get back at it once this season finally fades and yet another chapter opens up anew.happy contemplating about how to spend the months ahead,fellow graduating jc kids :)

P.S HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST ONG AND HOLEY MI MI.I MISS AND LUB YOU BOTH :)